“When things go wrong, you’ll find they usually go on getting worse for some time; but when things once start going right they often go on getting better and better"

"Im not going to be one of those people who sits around talking about what they're gonna do.I'm just going to do it.Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia.You spend your whole life stuck in the ladyrinth,thinking about how you'll escape it one day,and how awsome it will be,and imagining that future keeps you going,but you never do it.You just use the future to escape the present "

“I am not the happiest person. In fact, in the battle between joy and misery, I’d say that the latter often seems to prevail. I don’t like this, and every day I refuse, for the eighty millionth time, to put up with another minute of it. But the world does what it does, and I often find it disagreeable. After all these years, I’m kind of resigned to that. But I do have one thing on my side: I have enormous faith. And hope. I am not speaking of the kind you find in church or in the afterlife or in heaven or in the Saint James Bible or in the Hare Krishna’s that we all encounter changing flights in the airports of the world, I am speaking of a simple faith that says that one way or another, no matter how many times I stumble and stub my big toe, somehow life is going to work itself out.”

Unless it’s something personally important to me, I’m not going to go out of my way to argue back with somone (especially something so small, so minuscule, and most likely something irrelevant). It’s not because I’m “afraid” or I have no “back bone,” but I seriously do not have the time and patience to go back and forth with an idiot when it’s going to go no where.

"This time last year"

Almost every day I think that to myself. I reflect on how much has changed, the people who were in my life, the way I felt. I compare and contrast, and then I just think to myself, “I would have never saw this coming”. Then I start to become a little afraid of what else is in stored. No matter what I do, everything ends the way they’re supposed to, regardless whether you think you know how to prevent it or not.

Lately, my eyes have been been able to perceive much more than it had been seeing. Everything has surfaced from the ashes of denial and lies. I have been blinded by oblivion but now that I am able to take notice of how people react and listen to the things that they are saying, it has become a lot easier for me to distinguish between certain factors. But at the same time, it makes me question their motives. I don’t see myself as a threat to anyones happiness so there is no need to become defensive.

Believe me when I say, I see everything.