Wednesday, March 31, 2010


Another hotstuff to perv over,David Blaine.

Omg,i just watched this Titanic 2 Trailer,its so weird.
They found him and rise him up from the dead after how many godamn years,epic !

Memories don’t live like people do
I’m sick for ever believing you
Wish you’d bring back the man I knew was good to me.

It hurts when you have someone in your heart but you can’t have them in your arms.

my mummy just April Fooled me

trust me,it's like the lamest prank everrr,and i got fooled.

maundy thursday

Later, when the clock hits twelve, I’ll forbid myself from using the internet. I need to do this. People should do this. Catholics should do this. We should all, for a few days, do a little sacrifice to remember Jesus’ salvation to mankind. It is also the perfect time to recall our sins and ask God for forgiveness.

L-O-V-E's just another word I never learned to pronounce

This is all a game isn’t it? And I’m pretty sure everything is going according to plan. Am I the fool for not realizing the steps you’ve taken beforehand to reach your position now? The strategy and thought out plan you’ve made,you played well. You truly played your game well.

I don’t think I have much to say about the way things are anymore. I’ll take it for what it is, and leave it at that.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Minah minah tudung zaman sekarang ramai cacat otak [bodoh]
Pakai tudung tapi pakai pakaian ketat ketat [bodoh]
Ada pula pakai tudung tapi pakai t-shirt pula [bodoh]
Mana ke tidak masyarakat kita di pandang rendah [bodoh]

Keluar dengan mak pakai tudung
Pakai sopan aurat tertutup
Tapi bila keluar dengan kawan aurat tertedah
Bagi lelaki tengok percuma
Aku sendiri tengok pon heran
Agama kuat tapi baju ketet
Buka tudung rambut perang

Perang perang
Konon tu nak tunjuk belang
Tindik sini tindik sana
Bukan di telinga sahaja
Lidah pon ada
Muke decent tetapi perangai nonsense
Ikut sesuke hati dia
Tapi tak ikut segi agama

Dengan ibubapa pakai baju lengan panjang seluar panjang tapi di belakang
Lain cerite macam monster
Cabut kening ada tatu di badan dia
Pakai makeup pakai lipstick punya tebal
Macam momok macam momok

Masya ala masya ala
Tak boleh angkat tak boleh angkat
Tengok dia tengok dia
Goyang pantat goyang pantat
Masuk club pakai tudung
Pergi tandas buka tudung

Ooh
Kemana pergi budaya
Kemana pergi agama
Mana pergi melayu kita

Dengar sini semua
Jangan ikut trend masa kita
Kita rosak kita hancur
Siapa nak jawabkan bila kita di kubur
Mak nak jawabkan [sorry sikit]
Bapa jawabkan [sorry sikit]
Atuk jawabkan [sorry sikit]
Berani buat berani tanggung sendiri

Pikir baik baik
Pikir masak masak
Jangan kita menyesal di hari kelak
Pikir baik baik
Pikir masak masak
Jangan kita menyesal di hari kelak

Berubalah kamu sebelum kamu diberubahkan
Ye lah tuk
Tuk juga yang pandai kan
Wateva lah tuk
Eh eh budak ni
Sorry,I have a thing for Malay girls & i think this is the perfect song.

you'd sing a lullaby to get me to sleep

So it’s no surprise my eyes are never heavy.For i’ve not seen you in the flesh for so long that i’m not sure we would know each other at all.

so i will hum alone, too far from you.

All that i can say now is im nothing to you.We will lie under different star.
I am where i am, and you’re where you are.

yes im still obsessed with Jake Gyllenhaal.

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone’s smiling, they’re smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can’t understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I’m gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can’t be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I’m lost in a deep winter sleep
I can’t seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can’t be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

Monday, March 29, 2010

It is really a classic temperamental error that occurs in most relationships: judging your partner by how you would react, even though your partner has a different temperament, different experiences, and different developmental and emotional history. Though we’re all tempted to do this, it’s really a form of narcissism - the way I would react is the standard for all decent people; so you have to conform to what I think is appropriate. Reconciling disputes born of temperamental differences requires binocular vision-the ability to see your partner’s perspective alongside your own, indeed, to see the world through his/her eyes at the same time you see it through your own. Binocular vision, perhaps the most important of relationship skills, makes the world seem richer and more dynamic. Failure of binocular vision creates a reactive narcissism (you’re incapable of seeing your loved one apart from how you feel about him/her).”


— Steven Stosny, Anger In the Age of Entitlement

If someone wants to be apart of your life,
they'll make an effort to be in it
So don't bother reserving a space in your heart
For someone who doesn't make an effort to stay.

ripped apart in minutes what was built in seven years
the ink scarred on your back may as well of disappeared
for as long as I remember, you sold everything you owned
but now you sold our friendship, you’re on your fucking own
.




This is why I no longer listen to the radio.


BEAUTIFUL GIRLS…ACROSS THE WORLD (change station)
I I I I COULD MAKE YO BED ROCK (change station)
IMA BE, IMA BE, IMA IMA IMA BE (change station)
IN MAH HEAD…I SEE YOOOUUU ALL OVER ME

Those songs (and other ones) are ALWAYS on.
They keep playing the same songs over and over.
And I used to like those songs too…but they went and killed


Such shit on the radio. and is it just me or is bedrock the worst most disturbing and creepy gross song ever.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

I remember going through this phase in my life where I hated everything around me. Dying seemed so easy, and living seemed so pointless. I didn’t like talking to people about my life.I didn’t like writing up sob stories for them to pity me. Someone told me that shit happens,you live and you learn, and the hamster wheel keeps moving. What’s the point of sitting around and mopping? Everyone has been wondering why I’ve been doing pretty good lately despite my failed relationship. Five words — you keep on moving forward.

I blew off for not attending class so i could go to the gym to work out and now what am i doing ? I'm on google looking up of the oh so sexy Jake Gyllenhaal.

I just follow my heart.Sometimes,maybe to often,I follow my pain.I'm trying hard to stop doing that.

P.s :Nolite te bastardes carborundorum.

Counting down another bloody 8 more months.

Friday, March 26, 2010



You & I can make a difference.

Do not watch if you have a weak heart.

Have you changed your mind ? Pledge yourself to be vegetarian for 30 days www.meat.org The website the meat industry doesn't want you to see.

epic failed.


Wishing you were somehow here again daddy.


Sometimes when im at home,i dont feel like im at home.

all your friends seem like enemies when your broken down and empty.

Sometimes if you’re lucky, someone comes into your life who’ll take up a place in your heart that no one else can fill, someone who’s tighter than a twin, more with you than your own shadow, who gets deeper under your skin than your own blood and bones.

Truth hurts... but not as much as getting fingered by Edward Scissorhands.

Women are godly creatures with obscene behaviours.

Men are divine animals & very good liars.

Sometimes i just want to be alone.


Sometimes you wish that people would understand what you mean,but they only understand what they want to.

Let me live my own life without you in it.

One of the saddest thing in the world is letting one person make or break your day. I’m tired of this constant cycle, I’m tired of letting you ruin my good days. Call me selfish, I just want to be happy.

Guess what ? I decided to blog back.